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Monday, September 19, 2011

Negrophobia exists in America

Is it possible for an individual to be negrophobic? Well I ask myself that and I’ve been reading lately on events that have happened in our country that I never knew existed. From Fake health vaccinations, Social & Economic indifference, Syphilis injections that led to future brain stem dysfunction... And etc... It shines light on my suspicions on how dirty our government is and how it’s been to our African American race...but is it because of intimidation of knowing what the African race is capable of advancing to? Or is it that fact that they never saw us as equals or "humans" in the first place? And when I say "they" I mean the ignorant, Money & power hungry western European men in our country. Now before you say oh hell naw, hear me out...One thing history does, it doesn’t lie. We can never change the past but we can learn from it. In 1906, Atlanta had its very own Race riot, where hundreds of black men and women were beaten, assaulted and some dozens killed all because the "Atlanta Georgian" newspaper supposedly reported black men raping white women. That caused thousands of angry white men and Boys to riot thru downtown Atlanta killing black business owners and destroying property. Overall no one received imprisonment for their crimes, only they were asked to back down because they were tarnishing the image of the now "booming southern city". The first black man wasn’t able to vote in America until 1865 after the civil war, for a period of 90 years, States within the county fought to suppress our rights as human beings to eliminate our right to vote. I believe they wanted blacks to remain inferior to the white politicians and government officials and sought out depopulation on our race. I've read cases where white officials felt threatened by blacks; because of their mass growth rate, their job competitions, becoming "middle class” individuals and educating themselves. Thus believing Negrophobia exists. Our country was founded on it! Cases like in Tuskegee, AL where health officials administered fake vaccinations containing the syphilis disease, exposing hundreds of blacks to brain failure, respiratory problems and mental problems that was a sense of "dumbing down" people. They were never charged legally for the event, they didn’t even provide the real "penicillin" vaccines to the town people even years after it was exposed... if that doesn’t mean eliminating people then I’m clueless then.. I firmly believe HIV/AIDS is the "black disease" it’s a epidemic created in the 1980s to depopulate if not, kill entirely the black race. That’s why it affects millions of African Americans today; through spreading it. For them to come to a city specifically with intent to expose someone to a disease answers my questions on them creating a disease they said came from someone having sex with a monkey...? I don’t buy it at all. I didn’t write this to prove a point it was mainly to just open your eyes to what we constantly are made of mockery of. That the reason hiv exists is because of "nasty blacks"... Some may be true; I can see that when it comes to people just being unsafe but I can’t buy the fact that we produced it and why it’s so prone to blacks?? It might be a theory, but I believe the reason why so many people are dying in Africa from AIDS is because their being injected with it. Think about it, we have foundations and organizations displayed on the TV everyday supporting aids awareness and donating money to fight for a cure but I start to think, the people that supposedly go over there to give vaccinations are probably the ones injecting these people. I mean...would it really be that big of a stress? Its Africa, 79.5 percent of South Africa is Black. Seems like a easy shot.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Curiosity Killed The Cat? or Us?

‎"We as people are Curious George...willing to learn new...exciting things..but yet easily influenced by temptations that surround us..." - Chris C


Your eyes show it all...a portrait of lies and truth...I’m caught in the middle...and I can’t even blame you...this life is so tempting...And I’ve bitten into it...what have I done? This isn’t the life I’m used to. It feels so good...It feels like Pure Ambrosia...But could it really be? Could it really be.....over?

Human Or In-Humane

Its funny how other countries look at being an american as considered to be "weak". To some extent..i agree.we do wear our hearts on our sleeves, we're emotional, we're easily influeneced because of our feelings and it gets in our way most of the times...but is that just the flaws of being human?

Friday, August 19, 2011

Turning Point

As i think about the choices or possible decisions these celebrities make to chose the life they live, i wonder...what choices have i made that affect my life? when was my turning point into the "dark side"? i strongly believe that everyone who inhabit this life has lived or currently live a life of Sin but WHEN is the question? Can you actually ask yourself that? when did my life change for the worse? or maybe you dont think your life is actually bad...i find that hard to believe because we all as humans fight with our inner demons, some just dont choose to confront them. I believe in order to walk in the imagine of God we must know what it feels to Sin. Feel the temptation of it and its temporary relief but know the difference. We are not perfect, but i believe each and every day God tries to make us just a little more remarkable. Learn from your mistakes, learn from the bad so you can out weigh it with Good. Everyday we are confronted with Sin and society doesnt make it any better for us to live a richeous life. Society shows that its appropriate to have sex before marriage, to be promiscuous, to imulate someone other than God, to be deceitful, prideful of the things man accomplished, etc...I just realize alot and it makes sense to me. The purpose of this note is not to preach or condemn but to uplift. We are in a spiritual war and we're losing...society show us that everyday. I for one am guilty of the sins i have committed but thats the thing, i want to change and it is possible to. I've always been told that religion is cant truly be a Christian, a muslim, a buddaist or even an athiest if you dont put in work. I believe in order to truly understand why you worship someone or understand why you live the life you do, is to work to understand.



Even the 12 Disciples had Stones Cast at them; spit upon,ridiculed when they perceived Jesus Christ as the Son of God. Everyone will not agree with you...but if you change one persons perspective. The effect is limitless.


i had a thought last night...Our birthdays are suppose to be a time of celebration; to value and be thankful of your existence for yet another year. But when you think about it, we think of our birthdays as the day for people to really show us that they care. Gifts...celebrations. we crave affection and truly want the importance birthdays entitles you to have.Its kind of selfish when you think about

who knows?

Who’s to say that marijuana wasn’t meant to be consumed? I mean... think about it logically and not from an addiction point of view. Marijuana is the only other substance that doesn’t contain additives...cocaine, crack, ecstasy, acid; on the other hand are all drugs that contain chemicals and other additives. Even the alcohol we consume contains additives. Beer, gin, vodka...All are not naturally made. Wine on the other hand is. Even the bible speaks of drinking Wine. Jesus Christ turned water into Wine because wine was always used as a celebratory substance... (Like weed?)But before you say, drugs are a sin. Hold on! Because the bible says, to be an "irresponsible drunk is a sin" so in actuality, drinking is not bad it’s the drinking yourself to death part that’s the problem, which is gluttony; Death by consumption. Like I said before, I’m not speaking from a personal interest point of view; I’m just thinking logically and based on facts. So...who knows?? I could be completely wrong but at the same time, I could be right. Marijuana is looked at as a psychological drug because I believe that it is. Weed is a healing drug and I say that from personal experience. There have been times where you can remember the slightest memory from years ago, or have a deep thought about something that you would have never thought about "sober". Weed is used for medicinal purpose and has been used for over 4,300 years. We currently have used it to cure glaucoma patients, because I once again believe weed is a healing drug. they say it kills brain cells but honestly when you think about it when you gain more knowledge or become smarter...your brain cells die and then begin to heal in order to become better...who’s to say that that can’t happen? I believe if you had control while using marijuana it could open doors to so much. And I could be wrong but even our greatest philosophers and inventors had to start at some kind of here is mine.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Whats your Equation?

When you think about all the things you've experienced in your life as well as the things you've imprinted into this world, what would it consist of? Throughout history, Man's purpose in life was to exist; to have meaning, purpose. Times have truly changed since history books where people saw the things that hurt society and changed it, now however we sit back and watch these things happen to us and do nothing because we feel like, what can we do? So I’ve been thinking; what have I personally imprinted into this world? What can be said about me when I’m long and gone? Will I just fade-to-black like everyone else who didn’t make a difference and lived life? Or will I be something remarkable? I don’t know about anyone else but I strive to be great and when I don’t, I feel meaningless. Recently I’ve been reevaluating my career path and it’s so much I want to accomplish. It’s not about the money at all; I just want to do something that will benefit my society, my family and community. As long as I have a stable life, money is something the white man can keep. Cheesy as it sounds, but i want to make a difference. I rather see my people lift up than constantly fall and repeat a cycle of ignorance, poverty and violence. So what if I don’t change history books, i rather change the lives of the people who share the world around me; that’s a even better feeling.
So when you think about the things you've imprinted into this world, your society and even to the people around you; what does it consist of? What would your equation be? Could the good things you've done multiply your life or would the bad subtract from the good? Just something to think about i guess, I was always told that there are three types of people in the world. People that do good, some that do Bad to others and the ones that DO absolutely nothing. What does your equation equal to?

Friday, July 15, 2011


Stuck in a whirlwind,
Gasping for air.
Worse than suffocation,
But something like deprivation.

Feeling after feeling,
Weighed upon my shoulders.
Not knowing if I want to remain,
Or move further.

These thoughts tremble through my dome,
Leaving me in the zone
And feeling alone...

No more room for mistakes,
Thus avoiding confusion.
My life is an open book,
Time to write my conclusion…


Derived from a meaning that subsides my emotions...
Cascading on a armada that cruises your oceans...

These invisible words that project my vocals
Only lead to expressing my inner emotions...

Can't keep them wrapped and hidden within
Because it cages the truth that I've kept secret and thin...

And then I let go things I've wanted say,
Only to be ignored by you because of the way I explained...

Its like a race I can't win,
Or a hurdle I can't leap..
Like a lifetime cigarette,
Burning endlessly.

Like A buzz I can't escape,
Like a domino effect
My thoughts and inner emotions....subsides.

These feelings within, are my emotions.
Derived from a meaning...Cruising...your oceans...

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Fading Faces

Things start to seem unclear and faces start to fade..
Visions of shadowy figures capture my brain.
They hold me down and close my eyes
as they whisper false hope and lies
images of death and disparity cloud my judgement
as sounds of hope raises my awareness.
it has to be some good among all this evil
something to live life for in hope of obtaining,
obtaining truth, promise and Love in his grace
but why am i seeing all these fading faces?

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Life's an Experience

I believe that life is an experience within itself. Your face doesn't have to hit the silver screen or on the cover of a magazine to be "relevant".Think of all the things you've been through as an individual that most can never say they've done or experienced. that's relevance in my book. Your life is like mini episodes detailing the experiences of your life, give God something good to read about.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Its Tuesday

Good Morning my Bloggers,
today is Tuesday and I'm currently sitting at my desk at work. This morning i woke up still thinking about yesterday. I had a heated debate with some friends over a previous blog i posted. They don't feel the same way about what i believe in and i can understand that,i really can. but i sometimes feel like they take me for a fool because of what i talk about. I feel like I'm the butt of the joke when i mention symbolism i see, its like they see it but think I'm crazy for reading up on it. I don't know, i try to put myself in their shoes but i don't think they do the same for me. i ended up sending them a message explaining how i felt about the situation and we talked about it. I believe everything is cool now but i believe maybe we will have to eventually talk about it again,face to face; because i feel like things aren't still addressed on this issue.till then i wont mention it around them because i guess i value their friendship that much to not bring it up if it makes them uncomfortable...

Monday, June 27, 2011

"Like A Deer Caught In HeadLights...The Autobiography of Christopher Carlisle"

Stuck in a whirlwind,
Gasping for air.
Worst than suffocation,
But something like deprivation.
Feeling after feeling,
Weighed upon my shoulders.
Not knowing if I want to remain,
Or move further.
These thoughts tremble through my dome,
Leaving me in the zone
And feeling alone...
No more room for mistakes,
Thus avoiding confusion.
My life is an open book,
Time to write my conclusion…

When I think back to my child hood, I can think of so many detailed memories; the good and bad. I guess you can say I’ve had one of those roller coaster rides of a life that seems as if I’d never get off. –

On June 14th, 1987 at 3:11 pm a little curly black haired boy was born to the proud parents Trecia and Walter Carlisle at Crawford Long Hospital. Soon after birth, Christopher was rushed to intensive care because of an ear infection due to amounts of fluid located deep in his ears. That little black boy was me, I was one of those fat babies that you would see and you thought they were older than what they were; only to find out their not. Growing up, I didn’t have a care in the world; I had my teenage mutant ninja turtles and batman was role model. I was a simple kid, full of imagination and a thirst to always learn something different. The earliest memory I can recall was growing up in the projects on the west side of Atlanta. Actually, it was only one memory to be exact. I remember playing outside a night, waiting on my mom and two sisters to come outside because we were going out to eat that night. Being the hyper active kid I was, I remember running around in the grass and jumped off a sewer cap that was high off the ground. As soon as my feet touched the ground I landed right on top of a shattered beer bottle; cutting my ankle. I remember screaming at the top of lungs and falling to the ground. Out came my mom running to my aid, and picking me up and bringing me into the apartment. Mind you, when I was younger my mom was very heavy set and I think that was fastest I’ve ever seen her run….actually run at all for that matter. But once we were in the house, my mom took a look at my ankle and it gushed with blood. I remember the blood distinctly because I screamed every time I looked at it. She sat me in the sink and stuck my leg under the running faucet. Standing outside the bathroom, I remember my sisters looking mad because they really wanted to go out to eat and they thought I was just being a baby.
When I was four years old, we moved to Decatur, Georgia on a little street called Brower Street. Growing up on B-Street was something like simplicity; it was my mom, dad, two sisters, my grandma, and me. My grandmother had a stroke before I was born and was paralyzed on the left side of her body so she lived with us. Grandma V was one tough cookie, she would tell it like it was but at the same time made you love her even more. She didn’t let her disability get her down and never let an argument go undone until she had something to say about it. I have so many child hood memories growing up in that house, but nothing compared to what came later……More to Come,Stay tuned...


woke up this morning feeling revitalized, i have a new mindset and I'm sticking to it. Ive learned that some people in your life are mental or physical experiences. Some for the good & others for the bad. Either its to show you a new path, close a path you've come across or allows you to walk that path with someone by your side. Each experience has its own meaning but its up to you to root out the bad experiences and learn from them.I believe that God gave Man the power to make their own decisions and paths in life. Choosing who you accompany yourself with, who you date, who you interact with, all are your very own decisions..

How do you guys feel about this statement? i wanna know.

Ignorance is Bliss...For Some

Ignorance is Bliss For Some
by Christopher Carlisle on Tuesday, May 3, 2011 at 11:37am

I think the worst thing you could do is to show someone that your ignorant...ignorance is a disease that is taking our society by whole. Not being knowledgeable of the things going on around you is completely naive and in a state, its being ignorant. It hurts my heart when my very own race sometimes are recognized for being ignorant and uneducated. The African American society "Now-a-Days" have gotten so caught up in humanity and addiction, its sad. Look at the entertainment world, We idolize stars for money, drugs, and sex. money, has always been depicted as "the root of all evil" but yet we STILL are obsessed with it, Drugs have altered our mindset and the ability to think clear because we constantly pump our bodies of it, and Sex in the black society is considered an addiction, look at the HIV & AIDS statistics. The Black race has the highest positive rate than any other race in the world for contracting HIV/AIDS...why is that?? because we fall feeble to..addiction. We put our minds in boxes and ship them off for someone else to do the thinking.We as a whole make ourselves "ignorant". Our Ancestors were idolized for being Kings and Queens, making decisions in life that changed peoples lives as well. We made a difference in history and every modern marvel is proof of that. The pyramids, The Stone Henge, Dames, Bridges, Monumental statues, even Arithmetic has been traced back to being originated in Africa. All of these inventions were created by the black race but nun credited to them. I am not trying to play the "the White man is the devil" phrase but history doesn't lie, only the future does.We've lost track of the main reason why The Black race was put on this earth, for originality and diversity. We as a race has added more achievements, more intellectual advancements than any other race. and if you don't believe me, look it up. its there. Break yourself out of ignorance, because if you don't...who will?? So much has been taking from our history, only the minor things were left in. Don't get me wrong, Martin Luther King was a amazing man. but he was only a vessel to convey the message of God.Martin Luther King was put on this earth to remind our race that we are stronger than what we think we are, to not become victims of ignorance but to make a difference. but yet, everyday you see we fall short to the very thing we are recognized for.Money..Drugs..& Sex and what does it do, kill us. Become a vessel, educate yourself and realize that you can make a difference...hell, your ancestors did..why not you?

Music and Its Influence on you

Music and its influence on you
By Christopher Carlisle on Sunday, June 26, 2011 at 11:23am
Music can remain in your subconscious for years at time and can honestly make u victim to things your conscious isn’t aware of. Have you ever had a stupid song stuck in your head that you don't know how it got there? Or started singing a song out the blue that u haven’t heard in a min? Your subconscious retains all of this, even when you’re too blind to notice its influence on your mind. READ ABOUT IT!
The Devil was the angel of light and music. He used his powers of influence and false enlightenment to disconnect man from the belief of God. So it wouldn't be too far ‘fetched if Artists who chose to give their life to satan influenced you? Call me crazy, weird or whatever but I’ve noticed things that i can’t ignore anymore and it hurts me to see other people blatantly ignore them too. You may ask, how does this benefit us? What can i do to change this? And why would the government do this to its people if it were true? Well it benefits us because like it or not, your being manipulated and controlled. It goes farther than the music industry but today we're just focusing on just that. Throughout history, music has always been an important part of life. The Greeks, ancient Indians, the Romans, even references back to biblical times say music was always associated with relaying a message to its people through sound. Sound sends vibrations within your brain triggering your perceptual system when something is catchy or in this case, an artist you like sings. Once there is a good melodic beat to it, the words to the song become less important to want to understand. What can you do to change this? Well just know what you’re putting into your mind, have a full understanding of your life and have control over it. Whatever your religion may be, have faith in it and not man. What I’ve noticed is that concerts for SOME of these artists are just like rituals that priests did in history. Their followers gathered to emulate them, worship them, envy them and even sometimes hurt other people in respect of their name. You can’t deny that that’s how a BeyoncĂ© concert plays out. At the end of the day, these individuals are man, not the father, not the son nor the Holy Ghost. So why praise them?
How does this benefit us? Well that can only be answered by the connection strength you have in God as well as just having control of your life. Artists like BeyoncĂ©, Rihanna, lady gaga, jay-z and many more praise their "God" by hand signs of praise, symbolic videos showing their initiations, rituals, and even sometimes depression of being in this "game"(they sometimes realize the evil their doing and want to get out...i.e. Michael Jackson). It’s just like a Christian wearing a crucifix or paying homage to God, they do the same with "Sun-God" symbols. Jay-Z's entire foundation is built on satanic references. The “ROC nation" is referenced to the Rockefeller family, supposedly the Rockefellers originated the illuminati, has control of the stock market, banks, music industry and everything that continues revenue in our country...(back to jay-z) his alter ego is "Hova" which is actually short for Jehovah and is another word for God. He wants us to call him God???I don’t care what religion you’re for. That’s blasphemy in the eyes of the Lord. and his "Sun-God" symbol is his logo, the pyramid; where he puts his eye in between his pyramid hand sign (picture below)....i honestly don’t know if these people really sold their soul to the devil for fame, success and fans but the evidence is clearly there and i can only pray God has mercy on their souls. I hope this was sort of informative and I hoped to shine some light to anyone who may have been wondering the same thing I have. All I know is, if they’re not in this so called “Illuminati” and if they didn’t sell their souls to the devil; then why promote most of your career off satanic material referenced back to Egyptian time??? Some of the Egyptians worshiped Pagan Gods (different faces of the devil) sacrificed themselves in hopes of one day being closer to "God". They believed their God was the Sun and they would one day be with him as stars in universe (crazy i know) in actuality they were praising the devil, following their "priests" direction and not having a full understanding. It’s not like this stuff is made up, it’s in our books. People have been manipulating, deceiving and leading each other into doom for centuries. Who’s to say it isn’t still going on? Just because times change, technology change, monuments and cities change, doesn’t mean people change…its one thing to live life blind, but to live a ignorant one is a waste of life.

Friday, June 24, 2011

United States of Lies

What does it mean to be an American? Would that define being blinded by a judicial system that imprisons its people in an effect to solve Social and Political indifference? Brand its citizens with labels signifying Satanism and deem them socially relevant or “cool”? Or would the definition of being an American include allowing its people to lose touch of reality?
Hello, my name is Christopher Carlisle and I have some concerns about what our nation actually stands for. Society has been bamboozled into accepting a life of communism and we don’t even realize it. Look around, it’s among us; on our TVs, in our movies, our clothes, in our music; Communism is a disease that has taken more numbers than the Bubonic Plague. Understanding the concept of communism, you must first understand the definition. Communism is the a Sociopolitical movement (involving both political and social factors) that aim for a classless and stateless society structured upon common ownership of the means of production, free access to articles of consumption, and the end of wage labor and private property in the means of production and real estate. Relating to current Events, look around us; observe how the media remind us each day in the news of how the people of this nation lost touch of humanity. Murder, theft, drugs and adultery separate us instead of connect us as a whole. Commercials advertise how life is supposed to be lived in this country, displaying money, clothing and cars. Endless consumption of material things only to imprison us when we’re considered “too greedy”, music influence us to emulate idols for their fame and success, rather than promote self-worth and to acknowledgment of our own achievements. We unknowingly fall victim to subliminal messaging, false life styles they imprint into our youth signifying that in order to be someone in this world you have to obtain riches, fame and of course followers.
Our government was founded on the very thing that causes people to turn on one another, go against what they believe in and even kill for, Money. Many philosophers have spoken it, the New Testament Bible even quote its deceptive ways. “Money is the root of all -Evil”. Look at our out nation’s one dollar bill, “Radix Malorum est cupiditas” the Latin term translated reads “Greed is the root of evils”. Branded with this phrase, it symbolizes how the very thing we “need” to survive and make a way in America is also the same thing that can cause so much destruction. Funny, right? Even on our money, symbolism from 1782 free masonry still brand our very well being. Symbols like “the all seeing eye” or the “unfinished pyramid” are references to a satanic origin. Our government is not our own, look at the evidence throughout history that shows and proves our government is doesn’t care for our well being. This country’s only main concern is the well being of productivity and the continuance of generating revenue. Our Judicial system designed prisons to solve political and social issues among citizens which promotes and controls slavery, the death penalty, homosexuality and revolutionary acts. The government tries to present this as having order among the American people but who are they actually protecting? If society didn’t program in our minds that money is essential to life, pride is important to be respected and that in order to be acceptable among your peers you must look or dress a certain way.  The government locks away its citizens for the very same thing it creates “sociably acceptable”. Where does it stop? When will history change and stop repeating itself? Like President Obama says; “It’s time for Change” but change for whom? And is it for the better? I fear the future for our youth because as everyday passes we become ignorant to what’s so blatantly in front of our faces. I’m not a revolutionist but I do believe in what’s right and this government has taken the ability from us to know what’s right and wrong. Think about why so many different countries hate our nation, not because they envy and hate our rights as Americans but because our nation is a money hungry country. We’re modern day conquerors; the United States doesn’t give a damn about others in the world, we only lend a helping hand if in some way we will have a favor later. Think about it, The United States is the only country in the world to have ties in some way to each other governments. I believe the U.S. wants to create a “New World Order”, if you’re unfamiliar with the N.W.O. look up the “Illuminati”. Their whole purpose is to create a “One” religion, One Government, “One Nation under God”? Take over land, steal resources (Oil, Crops), own and buy out other small businesses creating a Monopoly government, Create crop shortages by eliminating immigrant workers and sending them back to their country, this is what’s happening around you…Wake up people...Till next time!