Saturday, August 27, 2011
Your eyes show it all...a portrait of lies and truth...I’m caught in the middle...and I can’t even blame you...this life is so tempting...And I’ve bitten into it...what have I done? This isn’t the life I’m used to. It feels so good...It feels like Pure Ambrosia...But could it really be? Could it really be.....over?
Its funny how other countries look at being an american as considered to be "weak". To some extent..i agree.we do wear our hearts on our sleeves, we're emotional, we're easily influeneced because of our feelings and it gets in our way most of the times...but is that just the flaws of being human?
Friday, August 19, 2011
As i think about the choices or possible decisions these celebrities make to chose the life they live, i wonder...what choices have i made that affect my life? when was my turning point into the "dark side"? i strongly believe that everyone who inhabit this life has lived or currently live a life of Sin but WHEN is the question? Can you actually ask yourself that? when did my life change for the worse? or maybe you dont think your life is actually bad...i find that hard to believe because we all as humans fight with our inner demons, some just dont choose to confront them. I believe in order to walk in the imagine of God we must know what it feels to Sin. Feel the temptation of it and its temporary relief but know the difference. We are not perfect, but i believe each and every day God tries to make us just a little more remarkable. Learn from your mistakes, learn from the bad so you can out weigh it with Good. Everyday we are confronted with Sin and society doesnt make it any better for us to live a richeous life. Society shows that its appropriate to have sex before marriage, to be promiscuous, to imulate someone other than God, to be deceitful, prideful of the things man accomplished, etc...I just realize alot and it makes sense to me. The purpose of this note is not to preach or condemn but to uplift. We are in a spiritual war and we're losing...society show us that everyday. I for one am guilty of the sins i have committed but thats the thing, i want to change and it is possible to. I've always been told that religion is work...you cant truly be a Christian, a muslim, a buddaist or even an athiest if you dont put in work. I believe in order to truly understand why you worship someone or understand why you live the life you do, is to work to understand.
i had a thought last night...Our birthdays are suppose to be a time of celebration; to value and be thankful of your existence for yet another year. But when you think about it, we think of our birthdays as the day for people to really show us that they care. Gifts...celebrations. we crave affection and truly want the importance birthdays entitles you to have.Its kind of selfish when you think about it.lol.
Who’s to say that marijuana wasn’t meant to be consumed? I mean... think about it logically and not from an addiction point of view. Marijuana is the only other substance that doesn’t contain additives...cocaine, crack, ecstasy, acid; on the other hand are all drugs that contain chemicals and other additives. Even the alcohol we consume contains additives. Beer, gin, vodka...All are not naturally made. Wine on the other hand is. Even the bible speaks of drinking Wine. Jesus Christ turned water into Wine because wine was always used as a celebratory substance... (Like weed?)But before you say, drugs are a sin. Hold on! Because the bible says, to be an "irresponsible drunk is a sin" so in actuality, drinking is not bad it’s the drinking yourself to death part that’s the problem, which is gluttony; Death by consumption. Like I said before, I’m not speaking from a personal interest point of view; I’m just thinking logically and based on facts. So...who knows?? I could be completely wrong but at the same time, I could be right. Marijuana is looked at as a psychological drug because I believe that it is. Weed is a healing drug and I say that from personal experience. There have been times where you can remember the slightest memory from years ago, or have a deep thought about something that you would have never thought about "sober". Weed is used for medicinal purpose and has been used for over 4,300 years. We currently have used it to cure glaucoma patients, because I once again believe weed is a healing drug. they say it kills brain cells but honestly when you think about it when you gain more knowledge or become smarter...your brain cells die and then begin to heal in order to become better...who’s to say that that can’t happen? I believe if you had control while using marijuana it could open doors to so much. And I could be wrong but even our greatest philosophers and inventors had to start at some kind of theory...so here is mine.